Thursday, 17 February 2011





Above are a few images I've taken recently - the meat and plant ones are for a current on going project the portrait is an image of my good pal at uni Matthew Wilcox.

I guess since my last update I've been struggling to come up with at least something half decent to write here. Without going into great detail and moaning on about stupid occurrences I seem to have spent the past couple of weeks annoyed and tired of the same feelings and situations repeating on me.

Although all of us singletons out there tried to act like Valentines day is just another pointless fucking day in the English calendar it still grips you and gets you down. However, the lads at Gill Street cooked up a plan that we'll go spend it at Hooters. Therefore, to blow away the Valentines blues we'll stare at boobs, rate each girl in there out of ten and eat endless amounts of chicken wings. We were served by a horrible woman (older enough to be some of the lads mums) - she did not take a sympathetic view towards our group of six boys strong on a mass man date on Valentines. We ate, drank and left kind of happier due to the range of D and E sized breasts in the establishment. However, on the walk home walking past various restaurants I did the bad thing of peering in through the windows and witnessing happy people together staring at each other with a love and passion. The sudden realization of going back to my single bed which is designed for no more than one person. Definitely not two hit me again! I suppose this feeling was emphasized due to the particular day but on the other hand it's a very strong and true feeling that always hits me, daily.

Tomorrow I'm hopping on a train to Birmingham. Hopefully, this will cheer me up. I say I hope. I know it will. I'll be with Matthew Kitching, Ben Smitten, Andy Stewart, and Josh Thomas. We're planning on a cracking night on Friday at the 02 Academy. I'm staying for Saturday night however the boys have all got girlfriends so they're going back to their Uni lives. Then on Sunday I'll return back to Gill Street and slip into the same boring routine longing for some fun and exciting plans.

On the Photography side of things I'm once again lacking motivation and inspiration to take my project further. Really can't explain what is going on with my creative side. It's like anything I think of these days I just seem to automatically go and shoot it down without even testing it out. Hardly take my camera out and shoot. I know if I do this more often it'll trigger something new and interesting and develop my technical skills but I just can't be bothered. I hope I snap out of this mind set very soon as it really pissing me off.


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